Hii

first thing: for my Word Of The Day poems, I kinda failed to put one on every day xO yesterday and today, it just didn't work. Sorry for that. I really do the best I can. Sadly I can't do enough...

second: thanks for all who read my previous journal and asked vasssen to translate. She did, and I really liked it, I hope you did too.
and thanks for the favs, for the ones I didn't thank yet, I will, but it just takes time.

last, but surely not least: sorry for adding so much kinda depressed stuff the latest days. It's just how I feel.. and I don't seem to get out of it. Again.
The first time I got this, my - now ex - bf helped me out. He kinda saved me from myself. But then he left me and... I don't seem to get over it. I don't seem to get over anything at all.. I feel bad, and it always turns out to be at the worst time; it's almost exams and I didn't do anything at all.. and my homework, I don't most of the time. I can't learn, it just doesn't work. First I have to concentrate more, what is impossible cuz of too less sleep. I can't sleep, you see. And I wake up too many times, at night. It only makes me feeling worse, and don't wanting to go to sleep.
Too less sleep, it changes me. I'm angry more soon, I do things I wouldn't/shouldn't do, I feel like crying all the time (but still I can't). I get very emotional, and when you think about how I usually already am..

I'm sorry for all of this. Had to write it down...

I love you guys.