Loved another for one night by Flower-Sis, literature
Literature
Loved another for one night
My dear
I know it wasn’t right
But in my loneliness
I loved another for one night
Now when I’m with you
I think of what could’ve been
And of his soft touch
On my skin
His sweet smile
So close to my face
His warm hands
And his embrace
I didn’t kiss him
As one might
But I loved him
For one night
I loved you like a shooting star
Beautiful
But oh so far
I loved you like an autumn sun
I closed my eyes
And you were gone
I loved you as the girl I was
But growing up
Forgot your face
I dreamt about you tonight.
You forgave me.
It's been over a year and still I can't forget. Forget your words, your touch, your love.
Your love, unconditional, when I was down. Your love, unconditional, even when I ran away. Your love, unconditional, till the day I stabbed it in the heart. Till the day I stabbed you in the heart. Leaving you is the most cruel thing I've ever done. And now I can never see you again.
I dreamt about you tonight.
You forgave me.
You held me in your arms and you forgave me.
I don't care who you are
As long as you're here with me
Joined in this beautiful silence
Filled with your touches and kisses
And do not speak a word
For every one of them
Might destroy this
As the only love
Without pain
Isn't love at all
I loved you so much
Long ago
And every day
I find
I still do
I broke your heart
Long ago
And I still can't forgive
Myself
I'd have killed myself
For you
If I hadn't died already
Last night the dj saved my life
I sing along
Though he didn't
No one ever did
No one ever saved my life
I just kept on living
No matter how deep
I tried to cut
No matter how much
Pills I swallowed
I'm still
Fucking
Alive
I don't know why
I was so foolish to say
I loved you
Last time you were around
I don't know why
I was so foolish to act
Like it's more than simply
Being in love
I won't be so foolish to pretend
Like this is going to last
Longer than that stupid chemicals
I'll be the one
Always proudly able
To say
I've loved you forever
Even when you said you didn't
When you did
And when you said you did
When you didn't
I'll be the only one
Proudly able to say
You ruined my life
Because I fell in love with you
On Not Loving Yourself by purgatorygray, literature
Literature
On Not Loving Yourself
i.
popping pills one by one in
different colors
sizes
numbness.
(they say it takes more anesthesia
in surgery
for red heads than blondes
and i believe it, because it
used to take so fucking much
to numb the pain.)
cracking, flipping
what the hell happened here-
to me, to you,
the needing.
[i was 2 bottles deep when i decided there was no turning back.]
ii.
i heard the words you slipped about yourself
in a hateful tongue and it just
tore me apart.
because i do not understand how you [don't] see.
every little detail
every minuscule glorious bit
is picked at by your
self conscious being.
your tall stance shrinks in as your
shoulders fall int
Dear boy,
I really miss what we shared that night. It was just one night in just a dancing and you were just a boy, but that night you were just my boy and that felt so good. I know we didn't know each other before that night and I know we were both drunk but I really loved the time we spent together. Maybe I should be ashamed because I wasn't as drunk as you were and maybe it was a little bit of profiting what I did, but I couldn't help myself either. Flirting all night is not one of my habits, but with you it felt so natural and good.
I have to admit I have been flirting with some boys after you, because I wanted to forget you. It didn't
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